Tuesday, May 19, 2020

What Crawls Into Our Perceptions?


such dear memories if but more complication where one feels incapable of expression. he says: “I must believe in deepness, or else, an impassive ghost, where life isn’t experienced.” sure passive reality, made difficult by aggressors, where one says: “He must push harder.”

the days are mediocre our times, or existence is rapturous, where the in-between is monotony. such coldness or some method intended to point out some type of breakage. our interior polemics our passion quite unflappable while most people are assessing self-reflection. the center is self, but one is with few experiences, where it’s a challenge to meet fairness. our worlds are petite our winds are similar our thoughts have origins. (to speak to self, or panic by forgiveness, where a person’s reflection has done them the most concern. such battlegrounds. or pure negligence. while one might become apathetic. but lost thinkers, or by one ingredient, where we need the entire spice rack.) with patience or diligence one constructs an inner compass. for its hush to see self. we must wash away the debris. where a complete image points to breakage. (some do ‘things’ where they feel horrible while desiring to repeat the behavior. it’s a damaging cliché, in this patch of cabbage, as we must condition our innermost regions.) we’re promised a few facts, while everything else is by our behavior, insomuch as sensing deeper self-hatred patterns. I digress into measures of joy as accustomed to a sustaining principle—while a bit abased but functional or sitting with a mental ransom: such cooked greens or boiled eggs to look, vomit, and chunk up a demon. to see it wiggling to grab a utensil where it disappears through one’s face. those years splayed or minced where something comes to focus while the house in laughter. by interior ghosts while moving slowly to realize the room is empty. just one person, plus, projectiles, where walls are unfolding. such naked wilderness or Sahara desolation while there’s a dearth of mobile assessments. so tender into a blender, by social execution if but to detail the carnage or vagueness. one says: “It’s too rough or stringent, the design is not for me, or I have become the ‘things’ I loathe.”

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