Friday, May 15, 2020

Pant Mental Aesthetic


the elephant is huge it keeps growing while two live in harmony. those distinctive calls, those rumbling jungles, while others are near an argument. neighbors will listen to find each voice where we feel their intrusion. frenzied croaking. shut windows. our tilts leaning so violently. by nose or tarsier eyes so outrageous our outbursts. such hollowed senses such titillating currents to know for activity. (I imagine a man running, where she feels his fear, as her volts lead to his capture.) to feel trick-wires. or to sudden sadness. where something is an upsurge. to judge size with speed or to salivate velocity where a man is so far from knowing you. our mating sensories while always charged as evolutionary humans. such tarantulas that large woman while the male is at a disadvantage. as playmates or psychiatric fences where one wouldn’t mind a mind-to-mind tryst. such to say, “Oops.” or to stand firmly. while I meant no harm. alligators or crocodiles or ocelots and cheetahs. so fused to deny us so intense to dislike you while I wrestle those ideas. that transference possibility. or sheer personality. while further distance makes for clearer thoughts. and over yonder, a woman in my emotions, while I will never see her face before tribunal. so many shivers or riddles while souls are predators. it was sought in me those welts or scars but something unintentional. it was format or study or habit. to see life differently to see heat at night or to absorb ultraviolet lights. such a discovery. while I can’t want you. but I select something in you. it becomes your Christ, as it glistens, while you might utilize differing language. but over those mounts, our digestive wits, to tug at a soul by being natural. too much effusion, too much shelter, where a soul yearns for its jungle: to wrestle a lion, to set foxes afire, or to destroy an army with a skeleton’s skull. so many chemicals, so many male silk moths, where women are suffering while enjoying life. our battle to persist our pack of Zig Zags while exhausting energy. in pains the end has peeked. our antennae as creatures. while we pant for indelible union.        

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