Friday, May 29, 2020

Ink Jars & Faint Gusts


such hand-me-downs those plaid pants those church fitted tops.
to retrospect a little. to tug-a-war with the lioness. or by chance, he exploited himself.
such middle-hearted creatures such manatee problems while we carry Jesus—to defend or
to pledge 
or to reschedule a promise. but something probes me such careless meditation
such spacey cries. familiar garments upon new persons
while casual enough to peak higher. Love is ingenious or Love is a woman or Love is a professional. by debated famine by aching reality by liars or nuns or a few priests trying so hard.
it becomes pain, for greater reasons
while its
too close to experience. to die somewhere while made filthy so indebted to survival. the mind-house those fuchsia rugs or dice-crème counters.
we know it works we adjust by study as never permitting too much control.

to keep it clean or endear a bee-hive while every cut is different from you.
those things in us. as to see disgusts. where most are vigil upon a phlox: something royal or something steady where many wish to deflower the deflowered.
tempestuous moods to know more than enough while flying becomes epistemic.
our first tare our porcelain distraction while an emotion spawns its portal.

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