Tuesday, May 12, 2020

Not Right to Remember Vacuums


so inclined those petals to wish, whistle or wager. such dreams to have one or wandering havens to heal gently. but what do we give so regathered so under-registered? those filthy habits those heaving motions so moved if but to die. it was wrenching for wretched for wellic a crime so social we abandoned us. as crude creatures so assailed by activities to assert sweet resurrection. it becomes extravagant while censured to imagine what a soul would experience. our catastrophe such wilting syrup to have justice executed. while a decent soul, even a man’s anguish, where he must be a gentleman. but flowers are southern or dying is sexual if but to have such lovers. our minds at wars our weal-sociality while most are eager to rendezvous. by angular devices a woman so much in trend while this is seasonable. if but to love freely as freely used while rapacious by sundry needs. such knotted honesty such curious fevers as favored or casted aside. this most hurtful polish where reality is senseless for this is our reason for silence. but a soul needing you but a soul abandoned to you while souls are negating freedoms. we delete this or reveal it where a world is saying, “No! this is the poet’s anxiety. I can’t imagine that scar. I’ll never do gnats again.” our uncured wounds our wells wheezing as beetles’ bathe in ponds. such relegation such rowing rivers so assigned to dissociation. while Love is inrush by fatigue to have never such velocity—as men revamped, such never it would be, those tender passions so debated. our flying agonies our dense dissonance where the poet is morbid. this fool-creature those caricature risks while angst tastes like rage—our vinegar dripping our molasses so indebted while he said something strange. but ecstasy so valid into mercy wailing while so close nothing could unbolt—those tides too capricious those wonders too insecure or so strong a man points to it, gives it breath, as to evolve into something ruined by its environment. “I was so gentle those nights; before one permitted deaths; to have soulprint feelings or seaquake upheavals.”      

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