Wednesday, May 13, 2020

Dark Scriptures


by tender disgrace to have felt cedar while dispelling purity. sourced by gut-phones or unknitting particles where the mirror is too painful. those abandoned years while needing wholesomeness if but to respect something innocent. our rapid language insomuch as difficulty would arise where one tries but it’s too hard. our practices our faces while yearning for something elsewhere. but racing to be good while tugged by habits as to roar at society. the preacher is kind while so forgiving so drawn to sweet soothing sentences. as never at blame it must be a curse while a decade into those behaviors. such unrooted minds or some so in seclusion while purity is perception. (the treasured glow those mounts in skies to approach multiple founts.) if but those remedies if but indemnity while insanity is always an option. but the poet is corrupt the poet adores holy sin where two are resonating like fury. the poet drinks. the poet rushes into silence. the poet comes from dysfunction. the poet is hell to everyone. the poet needs debauchery if but to love like savages if but to degrade and feel goodness. the laugh in my rooms the giggle in my mirrors and we never know where others are making good fun. or so clear as arriving at each step while existence is torn suffocation. the poet is fire, the poet requires flame where such is pure obedience. by false compunction by tramped centipedes so curious concerning waves. those jealous eyes if but to reason if but to censure his happiness. the fugacious reality those skies as shivers where atmosphere becomes marmalade. so low those times, as no one to hold hands, while abandoned where others made love. to forgive self in order to receive others such darkened scriptures.     

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