Tuesday, May 26, 2020

Condemned The Love To Participate


so much the terror those tragic webs so wicked so assailed into Asian cries. but a born/behavioral talisman or a travesty-hat such hailing-bought-haven or acrylic personality. to die in a sentence such sincere disgusts for he reminds us of deprivation. by London artistry too filled to fumble such instincts those years at sheer embarrassments. Love was shocked or treasures were casted so course into trails such beautiful sorrow. where normal was chastised while reality was crosswise so real so regulated. the smoggy rooms those stenches or stitches while a nun rethreaded her addiction. over cold beers a true confession, I take it to the catacomb: sights in us or pictures snapping while afraid of anything but sex. by a standard sold so early where a man convinced or evinced her into believing love is but physical. we say something in this unfair pain while adoring companionship. those windows those widows those welkin warnings—as baited for hated while hell was a bailout—a jackal’s charisma a Korean’s jingle so knit so tightly or confused. it was thus sporadic or uneven such silent/unhealthy longing. whereby, those fluttering frames those feathers famished those feelings failing. where days were darkened the portrait polished the gangly grasshopper. so exiled or unrecorded where vultures partook of flesh.

such was fresh in me such was trauma or courage or mother or father pure stipulation sewn solace while calmness was actual retreat. too afar to baffle to close to battle at miles or milieus or mega militias. so vague in there an omen at treasures in there or something a bit gray those occurrences in there. Love is an octopus by deeper levity to have arrived as a goddess. our filthy daiquiris our rancorous cigarettes while so deep-in the impossibility is palpable. it was a dream a sudden clash into glass or steel or fury about flaming. so dear to me while it shall never matter for math has condemned the mystic.             

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