Monday, May 25, 2020

I Don’t Question You!


one wishes resplendence or to believe where faith is rendered passion. by tender wilderness, the aye-aye laughing, the owls speaking Swahili. our gifts for compassion, our teal eyes, so taken by another creature. to decipher love its intensities its lifeline. so gracious those months so dignified these years but something holds fever hostage. by deep lagoons or upon a leaping frog as negotiating our actions. those soft ponds those algae creeks or brooks into our mountains. such dreamscape gentility. so gorgeous in sophistication. whereby, a gesture becomes erotica. our sweetness so incorrigible, our minds swarm with graces, there is much to a person’s integrity. if but to adore essence if but aging with delicacies so featured in a person’s screams. faces in faces, or fire filming fire, such fierce familiarity. bodies knowing solitude or souls at serenity such brave ideals. fated gates or firm fences while one has its keys. to speak as a child by engendering affections where one is absolute monogamy. (it tortures the poet, to examine the kingdom, as to determine—we’re attempting something technical. as needing an excuse in this freedom of opportunities where slight admiration strikes the human ego.) whereto, such asking for absolute detachment, while pleading for exclusive access, in an environment searching for its meaning. our religious notions, but our anti-religion, where we need pudding but not its ingredients. so moral at our terrors, in such glitter our society, where one gives in the heart’s absence. it becomes free-floating, our inclinations where one is assessing us: to determine value, such needs for nuance, while we perish by originality. our formed bodies, our long mane, or an animal inside that comes out; indeed, or something reserved, so captive its excruciating, while a person is breaking out in hives; such a perfected countenance, or pent-up energies, while so behaved one becomes a great magician. it seems nice but it shall implode while others are tugging at its soreness. nonetheless, our aches for acceptance, our groans for completeness, enhances our inner negation.            

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