Monday, June 15, 2015

Experiential

It happened early on, baptism
around the age of seven. Mother
spoke of a Holy Ghost:
“He just entered. Didn’t you see Him?”
It was certain to be a small wind;
but resonance
grew, and presence blossomed.

“Do you feel it? It seeps into
heart and soul.”

Grandmother was quiet: she would
just stare,
becoming something indescribable.
She shook with frequency.
It may have been her nerves.

Church was a grand event; but
something was suspicious with our
pastor. His wife passed;
and two months later he was
remarried.

Mother couldn’t tolerate
it. So church became a memory, while
Spirit became an event.

Mother would highlight certain lines
throughout the Bible.
This was part of my education.

We doubted little, and spoke “in
all things…to the glory of God.”

Years would pass, and life
would challenge faith, and the tale of
Job would become a
conundrum.

However, the Ghost was ever alive,
communing
within a heart-cave. So reality shifted
from the literal, to the
experiential.   

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