Sunday, December 29, 2019

Where Lambs Fight Existence


I light a clove so gone in you if but something imaginary:

cakes or cookies rights or alienation a woman brilliant enough to play the dozens;

as unusual creators or laughing at midday while unsure of its meaning; our decorated harps our violins giggling or this somber piano; a souvenir so close an heirloom so far or those days her flesh appeared holy; this manly sickness this need for precious or alarmed that a mind could feel so roughly.

I shift with Jesus this Form in ecstasy where Love knew for error; to play our organs to assail our imagination or to suggest a different experience;

wooed into seduction such a powerful womb this element we try to downsize; but a man is crazy while claiming ownership until it loses its nuance; such softer music such human religiosity while we claim this is from Yahweh.

It uncovers us where a woman is right as getting far away.

I met incompleteness this social undercurrent or needing the perfect imagery; to dab this to saxophone a scream or feeling indifferent where a torrent was rushing; this masked man this unveiled maniac at curtains or doors searching for something missing:

our high acclaim our higher ideals where centuries have proven us as incomplete;

but a noble human but a noble wife but noble dysfunction.

Such a downer or such reality while an ontic adoration gives a woman life; our mentorship our deep counseling where a person plays doctor; our years in college our accounts for homes our joint-taxes. I met Ms. Ascetic—this crucial creature—where sentiment by personality was in contradiction. A man must be this or a man must do that, while Love was juggling unreality. I see us trying desperately, where this is terrific, but how far have we traveled away from being human? A soul becomes confused by treasured high-maintenance where either/or becomes enmeshed with something totally opposite. (But Love is a photograph a fulgent miracle to have died in colors swimming through ink; as Love is satire or rose-bedded insanities so blessed so courageous so intimate; our breakfast with laughter our lunch with highlights our Elijah come midnight; to touch is uncanny to dream is such forgiveness where if life than our guts; our governed cages our dearest deal breakers while a man wants to behave; our furious passion, our Born Again zeal, while so far removed we have met The Ghost; if but to arrive in us if but to maintain such glory where we read and digest and become most fantasized).

Time was Brief

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