Monday, December 30, 2019

The Church has Suffered: The Swan is Riven

We’re buried by dilemmas or functioning vaguely where we cherish inheritance. Those islet atolls this carriage in green or those eyes luminous summer; so clean but filthy at tunnels spatial or alive a casual excitement.

            You appear grayly in such suffocation so invaluable to life.

It was easy or hard this thing we negotiate while deciding where anger rests; those barefaced truths those omission lies while some seem impeccable.

Such abstract absorption those closed cameras or tales about a horrible soul; to angel heart-ware or to clash with feelings where most are not equipped for honest discussion. You must wonder concerning this impasse how concrete remains human; our minds upon beauty our souls purposed our arcs so aesthetic; this present feeling to conjure such fire where your mind is activated; those future situations where you must oust a joker in an atmosphere screaming at survivors.

It sparkles like humanness those pearly lilies at sudden emotionality; this Zen garden those koi-fish while one is so into basics; such asymmetry while we search for balance in a land promoting chaos; our crushes at times our discontent at windows or our shadows serious about influence; to sing silently to move mechanics or to adore sight unseen; such wrenching fatigue such deep inquiries to wonder how love is often loveless.


I have loved like languishing those tumbleweeds rolling this interior city-desert. I saw a healthy creature so tiny so big to imagine this miracle claiming brains; such mizzling drizzle this spirit-gown while a man was so frustrated. It takes a perfect endeavor in order to claim perfection where some things are off limits; those rules we impose at this mirror we mire while so hard on ourselves; this religious spin this trespass by existence as kissed or forgotten. So pictureless so unintended where we face situations; such southern stubbornness or northern curiosity where so eastern often occurs late in life; our western hypocrisy or something embedded where I ask of you those things I can’t accomplish; as bashful planets anticipating warmness while it seems so cold; those wants we have versus our requirements or likely a feeling for something restricted; at crucial churns so concerned about persistence if but to lay claim to something too powerful. Our mothers with edginess or thickets in citadels or splendor in suffering; to imagine trenchant love this true affection that torn church.              

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