Tuesday, December 24, 2019

Christmas Should Equate to Joy or a Bit of Sadness or Both


I think about you—this easily uneasy creature, this purely topaz booklet; those miracle decisions this apt creator at several instruments; to deconstruct you or to assist with development at something more deliberate than casual.

            It’s a pinch of cinnamon a bit of Vanilla Abstract and mother’s adored walnuts.

I come to your aura or refilmed in memories or greeted by fire. I make few suggestions but I
have understood flame, so tragically admirable;

these tears are gut-ward this spark is deliverance or those skyscrapers our dreams; to add nutmeg or to struggle with honey where existence becomes ingredients; so pure in you while something tugs where we are simultaneous sentiments; such impassioned manifests, our mental masquerade, too close to discord;

but Love as rosettes or tulip harmony while figuring through some gentleman; those brighter understandings those intuitive risks while needing clarity.

I awoke with Clarence, if but to keep in touch, but thoughts were afoul; such clashing such rug-fever such intimate feelings.

I smoked a clove took a few vitamins and headed to my layer.

I assembled a trove a group of trinkets a few sacred items; while pausing for undulations I see screams where by mouth the land seeps into itself; our yoke so untamed our wilderness so majestic while we attempt to harmonize our doubts; this instrumental creature but far too abrasive while becoming intelligent might forfeit parts of existence; indeed, fewer inquiries, or fewer reflections, and negligent participation seems exhilarating;

            but we adventure into silence or more deconstruction where pleasures are under scrutiny.

They’ll be champagne soon, for those eyes that fly, where there will be celebration; so dreamlike so efficiently such luminous hearts; to grow wings to soar through celestials while undercurrents predict stormy intuition; to discern like aphorisms or to un-sing a note at such epistemic melody. Those explosive realities where one is faced by an impasse while letting go hurts too much; this steep clencher while reaching for guidance attempting to unbuild an intimate decision; our rules by existence to never harm self where nonparticipation does not determine safety; our dearest conundrum our living mistakes at purer frequencies.

It takes three lives to live. It takes many wounds to grow wise. And it takes patience to unlock.

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