Saturday, December 14, 2019

Dear Embarrassed Silence,


sourced as creatures such secluding chaos such serious confusion; to have adored us to have been nonchalant or so negative and negligent; our presence was enough so patient and pensive or so close to unbreaking silence; so many charms such death and burial or determined to breach discomfort; to have never known us but so unraveled for us while knotted or knitted in pain; those vague choices those rosaries and decidedness where it became a stranger in our bed; but a man, Precious, but a deranged person, at so much anguish and silence; to awaken and feel disconnected, as inclined to end this, where rumination and child was so heavy; our cursed loins our babbling brains as two built to ruin while sunny; as ache and arc where one was soothing while life had become dilemmas; this burdensome language, those burgundy rugs, while blueness was jazz in our souls; to imagine five to eight lovers or something so curious where one was cleansing quite often; but science and tissue but salience and properties but time and division. (we inhale for release we die for resurrection while some have deciduous activities; those years at deaths so determined to achieve while inquisitiveness ends the affair; our middle school behavior our bouncing attentiveness where balance remains mythical; to imagine such subjection such sacred suffering where purgatory becomes palatial; our pelted hearts our haven destruction where one is always pensive and afraid; but what is it, this dire need as desired, this notion that loyalty is too quaint? but never to mention life, and never to ask for serenity, but only to seduce and conquer; this salient man, such sanctum madness, where sexuality became manic; our running minds while feeling extinct such rough and casual terror); in tense desperation while fretting incompleteness and desiring echelon status; our aging bodies to have then for marriage while the best years were given to strangers; our battling souls and looking like losing where a strange gesture appeals to our interior; as motion succumbs and sources advance those days in familiar circumstances; this vow we sell this sea we travel while one is right to ask you for his heart. (those tender pomegranates those morning appetites to imagine one unstable and active; to cry vengeance where one has been dearly infected and has lost access to soul-parts; to imagine needing to punish while understanding our situation or realizing we never belonged to each other; it was never heaven it died a day after plus there was incessant visitors; to imagine this life to draw from rivers to utilize brooks as witnesses; this petroglyph scar those pantomime seconds or this mannikin listening to dearer charges; while father is support and granny follows position, one becomes so embarrassed that holding on to treachery is better than meeting eye-to-eye; but where does sorcery decline and when do old dangers unfurrow while frantic and frazzled? our guts uneasy our tales quite alarming where one looks into your history: those broken vases those symbolic doorposts while a family is playing this dirge—those suffering pianos or those harmful violins while one wonders of some type of intervention). such haggard and holy differences to unleash something dying while it must seem fruitless at some point; our expectations as a man selects a fever where one needs to respect the other; but fancies and trips and dalliance and arts if but to disappear if but to relax while many women are inverting into men; this terrible tyranny those tragic cries at some type of comforting chaos; to have genuinely loved as long as unsearched where one would attempt to build a family; it appears alarming for the hut was built on sands and the seas were raging; such sky-muscle such familiarity where several lovers are quite distressed; but this becomes life this losing ink at something a brook into insanity.

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