those
soft seconds aborted to happiness with essence blue miracle. it’s you in mauve
or orange or florescent green—those battle lesions those war-cries while found
a smidgen wounded; such lightfast reality so uncured but threshing, nonetheless;
to climb like hikers to conquer mountains at such remarkable speeds; to write an
essay at something difficult while whispering swear-words; while father gropes
walls and the heart is deceitful while asking if it might be decoded; or
wrestling with evil and knowing its origin while sensing it becomes or it
fights back; such a terrible situation to have eyes we ignore while something
goes too far; maybe a somber countenance or maybe an entitled countenance while
every child is eligible for remarkable; those lakes in there those incredible
swans in there or this universe in there; those scientific techniques those
wires and copper and potatoes; if but to sentience or abandoned to deeper
thoughts as this purer legacy; but I saw it in you this ability to shift coins
and this instinct to think clearly; if but one objective this place in
realities or this story in literature.
(I’ve longed to
hear you) as one traveling zenith while filled by enthusiasm and zeal; our
souls replaced our ethics tearing sky-cliffs and our old selves searching for attendance;
so, a man as stranger that stranger as writer to hold a particular significance;
our lotus dying by irritability and living by joy or somewhere travailing over
an old ghetto; as a man thinks he shall become and as a daughter feels she will
evolve; those gardens you love that visiting hummingbird or softer serenity
music; to jot down thoughts or to write a sonnet while these memories become
evident; our gothic realism so taken by history while a man can’t replace his
mania; such cryptic advice or bold and daring love while it becomes nonsense
for certain dispositions; hearing a slight whisper, a bit inclined at mechanics,
to imagine one that functions and dances while a bit uncomfortable.
those
syrupy pancakes or those pieces of bacon or a bagel with cheese: to remember a
culture of glasses those turns down Century or those years riding miniatures;
to arrive at something persistent this voice in passion while you were born
through calamities; something was untraditional and something was vague where
deeper insights might abbreviate our plain disjunction; as flying into
concentration while analyzing those sentences to remind ourselves a Swan was
born.
it became yearning
to create or Joseph Trace deconstructing his life in a pool stirred by
something unforgiving; to imagine destroying a man or attempting in kind
without a trace of our behavior. but life is gentle at times if but a moment to
see while reality offers a few gifts: this beauty in composition or this
interior renaissance while one begins to unravel psychologies; this sickening
prettiness or those longer lashes at something too crucial to dismiss; our untrained
behaviors or gusts into horizons and explored by angelic-demons—this curse and
blessing or this pure appraisal at angst and guts but too floored to breathe;
for lights are heavy and images are static-cling while fantasy, albeit,
delivering, it returns us to a harsher environment—where elders speak lowly and
some there best behavior while we forget those first forty-years; so inclined
to adore you but so unrelaxed concerning falsification while, too, your reach
seems so undeveloped.
