Sunday, December 8, 2019

Beauty becomes Misery?


It’s frightening to adore while one explores to become so close; to die a smidgen at something beautiful while afraid to weather the winter; our terrified guts, to imagine losing, such a gleeful man breaking silence; to exploit sadness as something completed where misery becomes sullen joy; such systematic attraction so well-developed and to this end was I born; to embed in science to un-value religiosity such form by evidence; our children such glue our remorse so small while we qualm over attitudes; this stage by life those drains in skies at something so perfect it might die; such methodology at core tentacles our theory so exclusive; as miracle flesh so boggled by ethics or so pursued by morals; our fragile lives so dependent upon winds while grounded in something volatile. The future has purpose, our analyses uprooted while we search for something extraterrestrial; such rich humility or richer pride while attempting and trying harder; every measure in teal saffron and every death is green if but so indebted to an operation; as holy creatures looking at Little Asia so confounded by beauty; as deliberate vassals so blessed it hurts while loses become preordained:

(to get his attention something took existence and unwrapped his brains; to imagine his campaign or to treasure his technique where in an instance nothing works; a man so complaisant a woman feeling heaven while an Asian man knew for ruins; the importance of longevity or the importance of behavior where something incredible might maintain; a difficult gate a strong career or a longer railway; as speechless souls looking at radiant nakedness and evaluating every curve; this league of doubts this miraculous session as achieved and bleeding sincerity.)

It’s endemic to adore it’s radical to love while something meant much in its absence; our claims so indebted to fears our reasons so absolute while everyone is laughing; where kith tries harder but something seems irregular plus rumors concerning discretion; to imagine not watching you in some sort of fashion while a wife admonishes her husband; to call it as a Siren this risky title where women are knitting a social torch; our pores screaming our waves screaming if but to shed an entire layer; the voice of memoirs this kitsch relationship while souls are so intimate; to watch it so plainly those two kids running wild while Love is in an intimate convo: Father is alone, he needs company and we shouldn’t think that way: it becomes radical the slithers we see while wives are rejoicing in something averted.

Those mental aglets while senses implode our souls haggling Vera’s depression; such dearer dice such Monet nothingness at sense-making to explain Pollock; but Love is smiling where Love is a child’s angel while reality is disappearing; such splattered paints such rich attraction but this is normal.

A can for Warhol and my structure for humankind and your energy for survival; such pure poison such acidic reflexes at something too terrible to complete; those two years those unforgiveable diseased infested years; such perfume for filth at something all-in this space while burglary ran with his arc; those meaningless years with meaningless support while many are reclaiming misery; those days so alone with life and renegotiating core understanding while attempting to clarify those inner sentences; such activity, and a man wonders, concerning how many we require; a sour locket, a sour daughter, but a radiant and glorified mother.              

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