Friday, December 27, 2019

Define Human


I space into voltage our chase by empires our screams while into throws. Such windy deliverance rereading our memories but infused by determination. This easy decision those hard resolves our influx in character. Our incredible resilience this battle against our actions while pleading to forgive our intestines. But an orbit surrounded by gravity so thrust into responsibility; or but something unlikely those fought odds with fire aiding survival; to redeem in private to kneel beneath a table or raise a lamp higher. Whence to begin in this village of self while mirrors predict a total stranger. At ends reknitted at personhood as a phantom or so convicted easily off-balance; such incredible love, especially, while unconvinced, while time with trial unbraids ideals; whereto, indeed, to stand, having done all to lose; such riveting pyramids or life by three parts insomuch it is impossible to be a good Christian; these elemental designs those terrific feelings in a world that chases forever.     I imagine those joys those days while remembering great naivety; this childlike dimension this one we harden where it has little place in this matrix; but one is running or one has hidden self in an effort to outwit suffering; this boxed existence this smaller universe while we are feigning control.     But what about our children in this complex color while unbeknownst to greater difficulty?     It hurts to measure it kills by pavement where we offer abstracts; or serious assertions as if those complete this cycle destroying our humanity; to suggest failure or to blame the victim while in actuality we are void of a concrete sky; these properties flowing lights in an understanding that commends doubts.     Such a chase for justice to happen into an atmosphere where negotiations are insufferable; this unending road those strong rays in this desert-like city; to walk its distance or meet similarities while our minds suffer from our fears; as imaginative souls a bit lost to non-verification while taking thoughts quite deliberately; those hawks a bit indistinctive where inner perception becomes energy.     Our bouts with beliefs our interior investigation or by suffering to deny our right to vet existence; as but a vessel roaming trees or found but unknowingly to appear to my surprise: those kingdoms within this need to associate while happenstance might be just coincidence.     Located while loving where insistence flies at something permitting deep insights: our carrying projectiles those romantic endeavors as one succinct with ontology: our minds at practice our bodies at fire or our sentiments but receptive.     Such a world fraught by indecisions while grass seems to change according to lawns; those rich suggestions or this rich harassment while needing raw-like experience; to shift with anxieties or to live with angst while warding off those internalized assumptions; at metaphors or aphorisms or some thought-filled sutra; to exist as Tao or to energize through Zen or to attempt to perfect a Christian existence; these human dimensions in a unforgiving environment where everyone is searching for forgiveness.     I sought understanding in a world confusing where resistance is necessary.     I never fathomed consequence where it was never discussed while one might believe everything is up for negotiation; to imagine that perspective or to live up to that ideal in a setting where everyone is correct; a clear contradiction or a clearer dilemma while we travel according to little impute; this machine in us this hungry ocean where we might not feed it accordingly; we need initiation as firecrackers need fire while sudden to explode upon contact; to ingest our minerals to eat our vegetables or to seek out protein.     It is fundamental during this process where idleness be deliberate: In all of your getting, get understanding.   

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