Thursday, June 11, 2020

The Pleasure/Torture Is In Finding Us


the inconvenience such dice so released like tussocks. the fierce dogma but minds cleave such burning to artwork love. by adored creatures those galaxy eyes where thoughts are unclear: by mathematics if to cherish such manipulation where one is proud to control us. made attuned passing or feigning so gray an orphan. wilder for sunrise sure debated our horizon while patience became sacrifice: glass tables, carved dearly, our names trickling blood: the bronze the bone the bane! so much to give so torn to receive as if life is a curse: those palms our disgust if to fall into rapture. it was haystacks it was needles it was hay fever—those blind photos our shops abandoned our bakery set to flames. to give more while it feels like losing where both are indifferent: the washed scalp those refurbished/remodeled pledges or seated in ponds rinsing by mud. such film or private majesty where a man needs more than science. such a claim in twilight where animalism might be success. so thrown asunder such breakage at life reborn or terribly challenged: the party dying out or those empty bottles while they resemble affection: the car set to sparkles the hydraulics overheating while never was such life given to a woman. our guilt for sincerity our pains for geese so wild in there. as desperate to hate you as if to locate me while never such fierceness in Gomez.         

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