Thursday, June 11, 2020

Crows Just Gaze


garbage bags. a trash can. a revelation!     it hit by scar to open bars while claiming love. by unchartered caves or Los Angeles violence where a soul is uncertain.     to live out disturbance to greet chaos while trauma is ever a remixture.     that interior feeling so close such deceptive appetites; uncured or moving longitude while fretting comfort; so close to gravel or so ocean by tears where one is centerpiece.     such mystic reasoning as it means so much while most aren’t willingness: those absent twilights or a bag of laundry where one is skilled at evasiveness: our prevarication our closets while one would give last rites; in a desperate effort, if but yesterday’s gaze, or tomorrow’s forgiveness.     so much in you so craved as silent where hell seems our attraction—those purple birds those waking seconds so secure by uneasiness: to create an environment to do it intentionally where one films behavior: by curse or inheritance by pain or passion while touching reminds one of self-hatred: so elated such an escape as returning to self, plain disgusted; for recollection is hectic or dominoes are tumbling while colors are oblivious—to son or daughter or harbinger as reversed and sighted in pure non-persistence; to label his endeavor to demean his anger for in truth, we prefer feeling perfected.

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