Monday, June 29, 2020

Social Dynamics Do Distress


the brain met itself, an asylum of ghost-faces, while riding a streetcar. (I have read about life. every book is its language. I often wonder what (you) write.) we play mind-ball or dodgeball while we act politely. I remember a caustic tongue, or undergoing simultaneous emotions, while a person was pulling at ingredients. I underwent fire or social baptism or something we dare not mention. as souls teeter so tethered so thetic into an anniversary: those invites those denials or pictured as one against three dragons. (I fret an undercut, where a man forfeits, which is different than strict repudiation. but this soul so egregious alongside The Ghost that walks! so familiar by now so tedious into such years while feeling comfortable.) I war with me. I sport opera affliction. I often shift mental logos. such glasses our hour-ability so silky, such malfunction, or aware of maladaptive properties. it should overwhelm, such forest inadequacies, but at seconds, I am pleased! (there is pain in normality or wilderness in Portugal—this is what it looks like: such bullfighting, such archery, while one argues that, pain is everywhere. in darker corners we praise light where familiarity breeds depreciation; but normality states a few ingredients: amateurs or cobras, deep affectation, plus, mandatory emoting, while different doesn’t mean broken. (there is a shift. where unnecessary elements have been repudiated—indeed, one abdicates himself!) such an underbelly or such underbrush while one is novelty or outcast. (it dawns the daunting reality: we sit at a pottery wheel, we watch sunbirds, we examine the upholstery of existence; we love as best as orientation, we dwell in shadows, or we place each foot in front of the other as we dance; we make sons proud, we educate daughters, we attempt to look brighter when others enter the room: it’s indefinable; it’s a halfpace climb; while souls create storyboards. (I have more facts, such as to recreate the saga, while, nonetheless, admiring Octavia: our outdoor magic our celebratory curse, while one never understands why a person feels misread.)              

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