Sunday, June 21, 2020

California Woman/Desperate To Win Her


by breadth of thighs such venom bleeding while needing control—our abandoned basement or cursed in hearts so colorful or intense. to see a smile to die winter while renewed by New Days—those varnished morals or a woman destructive while thoughts seem deconstructed. an inner troop so spacial while damn near psychotic—so received so tortured while animal inclined. such summation such variance where needing reality becomes deprivation: it’s as suggested it dies in flowers it floats with pigeons. this love killing me those rules so arbitrary while nonetheless they twerk a man’s determination: such sweet inequality, so many units, where discernment doesn’t mean desisting. an actress an angle or shadows so silver they scream—to break barriers it was so lovely we sought sheer omission—by paint thinner such ruthless niceness while no one is as annoyed as a woman: by uncouth belts by brimming features while never so sexual a man beside his screams—to walk our pets, our yelling parakeets, or our wailing gorillas. but more affliction, the salary of sorrows so bothered by a future prediction. so much into herds so unfitted for trial or so destined to win: those mental bars, or scars elevated, while fleeing those carnivals: those clowns or cotton-candy while passion suffers a toothache. by shelter or betrayal to maintain as friends while now another suffers our behaviors. a cycle interior-wise, where 50% fail while those remaining are unknitting stigmata. by relational underwear, but never a direct formula, while most are carrying a credenza filled with monsters: those gremlin cries, those dragon veins, or a snake so dreaded in our past. but thickness or petite or so devastated looking so incredible: a hunch to try a feeling compliant or running into something quite deliberately: such tall stories, the want to manipulate, if but to shatter an adult life of fornication: our inner inmost records, our hearts as machines, while love often means we accept what others will not! such syrupy victory, so subtle into mind arrythmia while we sense closure in an catastrophe of letters.              

I’d Save The Reader Years

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