Friday, June 12, 2020

By Pain We Mean Art


such crypts or marionettes so born crooked: family was embellished, self-imagery was hampered, we lived as undercover agents: such softer language while floating by orbs or such irritable acmes. our brushwork was different our canvas was private but our bodies said something. those details, despite mind deputies, where raw materialism was dormant: such latent/late arrivals, by rounds of darkness, or to look close enough to pay attention. our mediocre assessments. our draftsmanship. or panic to imagine someone seeing dysfunction. (but it’s not that serious, while feeling released one often can’t imagine something is wrong. such latent/bubbling frustration. or a mental diptych. while we symbolize or invoke value. sore into our dungeons, so etched in our genetics, while interior faces arise without understanding. such need for order. such algorithms by architecture. while absolutes are found in technology.) by simultaneous emotion to cause upheaval or too descriptive to appreciate: while Love spoke pain, or another spoke aesthetics, so unreasoned so scuffed while Love wore a black tie. so postmodern! it courses through us. while subject to deconstruction: broken trusts, as connoted as trenchant skill, while no one has detached harmony. so much in souls. our coarse dispatches. where sanity doubts its incumbency. by iconic feelings, concerning something vague, while we need to reflect as good persons. wherein, such wretched focus, as interweaved triangles, while we move by an invisible brush. how to juxtapose interior life with exterior life? we might gain clarity, as too damn painful, while we retreat to exist!      

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