Thursday, June 18, 2020

Call It By Illusion


the day’s madness those venom cages while he went too far—into a fire-fence or terror her eyes while hell felt gracious. the beach water those sand-people of a leech in a tennis shoe. so colorless so speckled while it couldn’t mean much: the knee to his throat, the cuffs to his brains, a treasury to feel like surrendering; or dear disease, so proud to pass it, while if one loves sorely, he must want it. by passing frenzy to scream out an epithet so uncured so crooked so captured; a demon his mind those mirrors wailing while mother was in the shards; a blast to God such fury to God while it remains by sameness. such luck for others. such natural destiny. where a man has his ghosts. the muck parallel, those filthy wires while birds mocked, drove madness, in morphing disgusts. it was familiarity, it was ego dreams, to imagine something meaning glory—the frame in guts those intestines while it was sheer death every memory. to see a man with omens, his fists, while driving into brick wall—the unlocked cage those regurgitated signals if then to request a woman’s matrimony: the dowry is misery, the future is melancholy, plus, the house is filled with watts: to shine like dying, we never appeared such beauty, or so close, needing mentorship, but lost in three different lovers. it seems mystery or mental motion while we call it by illusion.                    

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