Friday, June 19, 2020

Pain We Know, Happiness We Experience


we make a tentative claim: to know happiness must be in its totality less we know intermittent joys which are too fleeting to capture; also, we argue pain is static, whereas, felicity is mutable.

I needn’t search for pain, it is wide ranged, available, necessarily. pain is inherent, as a living property, but not in itself an entity. pain is dependable in the sense something might trigger its arrival, but it is independent in relation to its invisibility, as in, pain might activate itself without a primary, understandable root cause. in this sense, pain is unlike happiness, where felicity, even if mental, always prompts from a given source.  

we argue pain was secondary. as we realize, infants are first joyous. as they grow, they meet this feeling. it separates ideas, it reaffirms distinction, where we prefer one state of atmosphere more than the other. happiness is temporary, while something else is made perceivable, the state of neither happiness nor pain (this is arguably a natural, normal, state of mental presence). to be alert, concentrated with nothing moving inside, rather the person is in motion, completing tasks, until properties of pain or felicity begin to pour in. happiness is an observation, as it acts within where emotion is captured: happiness does not act upon us, it is an operation from inside, as it arises where a psychologist would identify certain active neurotransmitters. something has to identify happiness, where pain is either present or absent, but we do not need to identify it to know its presence. if fortunate, we shift from one to the other to that space of present inactivity.

what is their science while one is in a state of consciousness where it shifts to something heavy, acting upon the eyes, or bursts of happiness while crying? or more specific, what does it mean to feel such pain while tearing up where it turns to unstable laughter? this is a gray question. it speaks to something off course. or it states that a person is suffering an imbalance, or is it something normal, but so irregular, we will not tolerate it? it brings to mind the psychotic break, while something is in there, where a person is, otherwise, considered normal. such gut-wrenching wretchedness, or, otherwise, devotional prayer, or, otherwise, something we assign to yoga. most studying, meditative people have experienced something to these descriptions. we do not label them. often, we applaud their dedication, where tears are cleansings necessary to make it through existence. but in assertion I say, we know pain, while we experience happiness.            

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