Sunday, June 14, 2020

Qualified Roads


I imagine! the mystic of the family.
so interested in fueled passion while summonsed to break lowness or paranoid such a hand to face: the disgraced river or putrid winds such a sewer near closets: the baptized crystals those rubies bleeding so decent we speak marriage. those fierce gremlins those fiercer yarns or sticks with lime green. (our days running our addict genetics our bondage to hopeful islands. so much at peace so abandoned to courage where a man dies his injustice—those pits looking at your eyes so affected over decades: such sworn pains such radiant misery while blackmail never crossed our lawn. by beating cymbals or thirsty drums while hearts speak trombones: our frenzy our acrylics our brushworks: to die feeling good to have four kids to adore an unbelievable wife.)
            by topical trust, nothing inside trust, or such whip we laugh trust. the packed garage. the broken shutter. or those ceiling spiders. as travesty citizens or cavalier suffers while it’s sweet to share life with you. our poignant pangs our new growths so much the cave of the island. as our blossom or our bloom such pruning to feel relaxed. by fever or kniphofia or dreams placed in Scrabble; our anti-existence, our pull-through existence, or such hope that we’ll pursue existence. glass rebirth or steel solitude or better, recluse ownership! such to giggle where one might need life, in order to bleed life.
            it seemed romantic while holding iron where we felt déjàvu. such cacophony those rough guitars where one unbuilds in order to cherish. we must we believe. we trust if we can. but it all seems quite redundant. our minds needing you. our bodies needing exercise. or satisfaction becoming controlling. in dear truth, as disliking others, some mechanism to defend marquise emeralds. where sadness means love or deceit or dear guilt. our looks fretted our feelings fractured, our healings in you!     (we hope we our qualified.)          

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