Monday, June 22, 2020

Dysfunction’s Mistress


I never cease to imagine a dungeon where a baby is left: cold steel/watered floors; thick messy cobwebs; or indebted to semi-functional addicts; such craving/resentment, or a pleading adolescent, while it seems existence by its fine: precious moodiness, or by an altered/flexible personality, where instincts become predicaments: uncaged, but self follows, a free soul carrying a caged bird: so much faith, or dark disappointment, where it’s hard to partake of joy. to become an adult, boxed or spatial, with a little bit of science hurting deeply: pure dispersion or hyper-discernment where life is part disparity. such casual generation as to rev into memories where one says something dismissive: “I did my best. I didn’t do you like I was done. You didn’t go through much!” so touched to assert violence so much to wonder for kids where we depend on resilience: such cascading behaviors by richer disjunction while smarts become a need to express: (so normal for most, so explosive for ‘others’ where a tear might taste salty.) can’t unravel us can’t dismiss orientation while a son is indebted to them: such benefits! we never speak it. while, if filtered rightly, one becomes a greater machine: to wrinkle destiny, or to unveil motives, or our clichĂ©, if but to aid others. perfumed sadness, internal madness, or dark healthy lights.      

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