Tuesday, June 9, 2020

It’s Rare We See Inside


I group inside the fire so left in those dark valleys, the gut so raw the mind breathing or dearly resuscitated, the lover such an enemy the friend too close where devastation re-futures a dying man. I sense myself as it comes raging as something subtle to others, or seeing the flame as torque or residence by powerful influencers. we must in that vein to dine over rockets so dear a galaxy, by freedom wars to ask a delicate venue while defining for our milieu, so purposed to love essence while another loves flesh or another stressed for seeing demons. the palms gripping hope, the mind grasping probabilities where one is silent a thought those trepid voices: our angles our soil where one might plant a ghetto, as revamped or rebuilt where so many have outlived such ambition. so crooked into elation or drowning while saying nothing or so even it feels like monotony. the value of such beliefs if but to live as affection or to need raw/pure emotion; or to take by assistance, in order to fly, while bodies are taking heavy attack; the muscle/music bone the revving through depression the frontline battle to possess an existence; if but to drift or to decay while temperament determines options: such myths or demigods or life as it appears to others!
the mystic of the ocean the cage in the seas while sinking attempting to rebirth asphalt. so afloat in mud such a gathering grassroots underdog after something eluding by design. to come to a conclusion concerning the mistress while it seems similar: the china the ottoman the big screen television, the sheets the spread the pillows, in a world asking for the higher essence—if but to live in accordance to an inner perception!
those rainbow people, where it lives in psychedelics, at wraths inside or courage to swim where one provides a reason to resist—those raindrops those hurricanes or a deliberate endeavor to locate self!              

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