Tuesday, June 23, 2020

Habit Behavior, Or Initial Responses?


in his distrusts he might ask himself for clarity. (he might see schisms in self. he may unveil his mirrors. or find a problem with his understanding.) because experience is pivotal, as opposed to prior to experience, while we find indicative sequences; it follows a certain behavior, in a world undergoing change, where most families are broken. as before experience is problematic; for it lives internally, it doesn’t have a resounding board; it’s created inside, it’s deduced from ideas, whereabout, an experience becomes evidence. (a man meets his death. she’s a prurient creature. they become immediate collaboration.) never a deep conversation. always superficial. where talking about others becomes their occupation. (it might sail or one is jettisoned or it becomes comfortable. (what has science taught us? better, what is meant by fidelity? while a poet begs his questions.) so great an orgasm. so punctual an organic climax. or such deliberate assessment upon something scientific.) so, we might inquire into boundaries: is priori acceptable, or must a priori take front row, in a situation determining one’s future? (by the first, we mean mind-activity, by the latter, we mean particular habit behaviors. while it’s determined that two should experience behavioral patterns prior to committing to union.) one debates activities. not each person is a potential partner. where this becomes a dilemma. we set it aside, as not to anger others, where many are mainly swingers; as, too, many are enjoying freedoms, or in conversation with their fantasies, insomuch as settling down is not an option. another question comes to mind: if two meet up, make passion or become intimate, would it work out if they tried longevity? it pleads by questionnaire, for nothing is determined, while we try to honor love by its title. (we’re looking for something full-proof, in an unpredictable village, while certainty isn’t available.) one might be careful, or by boundaries, while we can’t define merely by behavior. it becomes signposts or symbolic language, where taking a risk is always an adventure.               

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