Saturday, June 20, 2020

Ruth Is Attentive


I reign so absently, such reaching conviction, but something is silence: by picture to adore or salient spirits as fire would envelope our shepherd. a mirror seeming nice a feeling so connected or a daughter we develop. mother might cringe. a father might color apples. if more to destiny its unveiling. what have we become? whom would it be, such radiant accessories, by mental assortments? so un-jarred if music is therapy while it doesn’t require much. a man at a pond. a nervous duckling. while he sat, they gathered around him. surrender in time, for it must avail, while it hurts like wires. by determined winds, at deeper wrongs, while we wonder why mother is teary. I fell asleep, roaming alley-caves, as to pause where nature is acute. such popular kitsch, but days prevail, a man must understand his failures. but Love is a shadow so psychoanalytic or a pure behaviorist; indeed, such a pure fraction or pure fiction for nothing is pure titanium. what is a threshold? it determines intensity, or demarcation, or elasticity. it becomes pivotal, upon an axis of turmoil, where one might justify an application. but Love is sainted, such a sinner, while humans must strive for perfection; as to reach, but never to become, while uneasy for it seems like failings. by galloping cascades or upstream emotion so neatly televised. those steadfast weeds so alive in screams while wrestling come daylight damages; so faithful, so disavowed, while chasing chaos such distaste. our opposite attractions such wheezing flames where a man boils in passion.     by unfair femininity such was an appetite where centipedes trail in Kansas. if sought it was seen or sudden a patch of dirt road. a book about physiognomy a memory maladjusted or pigeons at feeding.     by nests or nets or notions of eternity: such brave adventurers to have lived its dream even if it turns sullen.     by a mind radiating temblor so affixed to one excitement.     but a pessimist this dear hermit this unlikely prince: or precious environment our disillusioned realities so soft upon an existential blanket.     but when I look by heart, I see a symphony, I hear an opera.     such as a voiceprint or a hologram while stressing over blueprints: those indistinct elements or distinct properties to ask Love if she might dance. but evermore a cynic or a fantast while at times I wonder about our journey: those rehearsed automations, or actions seeming attentive, while fleeing a bit from something natural: our late years while tasting pains to glance over where life is beautiful.     

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