Monday, August 16, 2021

The Gatekeeper Is Partial

 

like judge & jury, must give more, just to be ordinary. blurry skylights, injured pride, when most merely appear. terrorized inside, pictureless inside, too invisible to be unseen. tobacco palms raging in veins cooking like a feast—such swamp, societal non-remedy, we complain about a system. our bodies mingle, we suffer ostracism, more resistance more to its fame; a baffled cosmos, a familiar island, with needs to walk forward.

 

I give more we call it excellence it’s scary when prides clash.

 

a pictureless inside a faceless mask like hauntings inside a membrane. voltage to survive, Love ached souls, so surprised to feel a scar—like crazed, if I must confess, she adopted a new frequency. how come the mountains, into seas like underwater emotion. threshed in soul, adapting like confusion, breeding some new identity.

 

I know humility. it seems askew. as others, their behavior, brings us low. pure normality, a purse enchantment, where some call it a curse.

 

much fire, many dreams, looking like misery glowing with joy—the absence of happiness, the space of uneasiness, as uncured, rolling faster, uncured but shinning.

 

sandstorm identity sea-castle screams, unspent feeling unsteady like marsh mud beneath his smiles. 

 

a face is demon shot, it harbors hostilities, made unsacred, reanalyzed, forbidden from our tribe. if dancing is auras if singing is voiceless, as adapted to endure unnecessarily. shaking leaves, or battling spirits, why have we tried to please something rejected? I go further or shift realities, proud of those with everything. indeed, it shouldn’t be a hassle. it shouldn’t be impure. with less provided to my shore.

 

as pictureless souls, misidentified, as one might suggest, it must meet my approval. by hardcore essence, while it does matter, many aren’t interested.

 

I know humility, as seated in an environment, the abstract creature, the only one of color. perceived as anomaly. received in tolerance. mocked each step into relation. a crying man is a bizarre man, most aren’t listening.

 

most are judge & jury. most endorse their thinking—most haven’t strengthened resilience, endurance, nor universality. at the beginning, we might count differences, we might, just might, discount a person solely on our self-reflection.

 

what if a person is off, as off in his self, does one accommodate him? what if I dislike a person, a decent soul, simply out of necessity, or inadequacy—should others listen to me?

 

I give more. it has become natural. when wrong inside, observation is recriminating.  

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