Monday, August 9, 2021

money making. or doors slamming. or filthy bunks.

 

was a bit left or turned behind a past chasing his future. a new pair of kicks this life of sin an inability to smile much. a new pair of Diesels, a vest from Eddie Bauer, a fisherman’s hat. a new life a new beginning while pleading for sanity. a begging inside, a bit towards courage, asking in a low voice.

 

witnessed us dying, never said much, never registered much. kids are screaming. mothers are defensive. fathers are running.

 

minds barricaded, men sensing phantoms, wizards selling tiger skin. emeralds in glasses, get eyes clear, it takes more to survive. such remote parking lots, burning loudness, friends fist fighting. many call us crazy. many want in. most are sullen/silent on new enterprises. a bit baffled, eating existence, slow to forfeit.

 

“slow motion, Soldier.” “real life, Warrior.” many will suffer those actions.

 

was smitten with her. demonstrated in feelings. lucky to have touched with her.

 

a bit distracted lately, more concentrated lately, more distant from emotion lately. it might suffocate, a man must cleanse, more famous observations—believed as losing, left at the pier, with passion stirring in seas. too much to adore her, too little to love her, so damaged we get along well. a pack of thieves, a world of gems, never knew he would pass—crossed- over a bit crosswise into metal made crosses. ate a new story. felt it tenderly. held my tongue. addicted to light, living darkness, a man was a contradiction. blinded early. hungry early. we never see what a thought is churning.  

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