Thursday, August 12, 2021

Meta-Science, Cedar Vigor

 

it hurts to love.

it feels good to love.

a man is an anchor

—a woman is a ship.


like I know something, racing across deserts, where cacti are precious.

so up so down how have we laughed all night?

running through fields toppling into jungles, outsoared by ambition.

a man died singing his song. a woman held every word. walking alone are memories.

upon cotton, her favorite pillow, another left perfume

—so purposed, sure rage, if to find a woman to violin about.

like trips in cities, or country snow, feelings made available.

to share is to hurt. to remorse is to fret. too many at our wheel.

as time to live it, to exercise it, so afraid of looking like chaos.

a bachelor might disappear, waving at himself, keeping image, hurting

happily.

 

it hurts to love.

it feels good to love.

a man is an anchor

—a woman is a ship.          

 

like anxious times, bathing her heart, if but this moment—as to define our vows, as to die in us, so happy for science.

we exceed it. we baffle it. we feel chemicals.

more than flesh, much more flesh.

unsung in courtsides, restored in categories, carrying nine women ago.

when a soul loves, like naïve at life, we must protect, cherish them.

otherwise, perpetuation, barns aflame, prisoners of war.

 

it hurts to love.

it feels good to love.

a man is an anchor

—a woman is a ship.          

 

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