Monday, August 2, 2021

Blackness Is Scholarship

 

have we studied Shakur? a baby in a cell born symbolically—destined for war. raids. walls. bodies dragged a bit lifeless. we never know viciousness until we see it. do we hear sawmills, taste grain, cotton, tobacco? do we gnaw freedom, laugh at freedom, die for freedom? will authors rise higher?   

 

blackness in its freedom on mother at father damn near lost granny. too many prayers not enough motives like iced-out feigning comfort. another afore his Judge another in his coffin a soul tries to smoke freedom. grounded in underwater coals threshed like winning a grand for cuff links. bigger rims bigger problems a black song too gorgeous to ask forgiveness. a parakeet back when an innovator those weeks a creator this month. we praise as wrapped in bandanas stark black, left arm—Officials watching they fear an uprising they fear mutuality they fear black dominance—smoother rescues women cleaving if but his pride spoke his ambition—talking money like demons talking sinning, like angels talking revenge—at gods flooded as swirling into speakers, we spoke it early on a Monday—another petrified.

 

the roof is blown out doing gas and fire rolling at 75 mph—switching lanes, Lil Mikey at the library, studying three months straight—trying to grab a ticket, trying to thresh a garden, felt more than internal skies. we smile at mercy, we ignore our envy, we seem a certain way about breeding hardwork.

 

at a dealership at a sailor’s gusto, riding books like new Impalas.                     


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