Sunday, August 1, 2021

Keeping Me Company

 

shorebirds are having fun.

days have been unbendable.

at times, we face an abysmal piano. we might play it loudly, slamming against keys, given to expression.

meandering long sparks, seated, feeling voltage, imagining whom it might be.

on our existential, so stoic, warm refrigerators.

by eco-system—writing machines—listening for each season.

a new recipe,

a folded receipt,

a number jotted on it.

boxed in modalities. reaching through notebooks. unsettled by news clippings. snippets of inhumanity—microcells of panic—scratching patches of dry skin.

so impatient, watching puppetry, knowing it'll be with others, if not self. disturbing by countenance. something to his freedom. some unresolved stuff.

we might collect cobwebs.

we might dance on depression.

we’ll tap into our condition.

 

I was searching for evidence in a small pit, walls seemed to identify us. palming our future, christic by nature, maybe a bit liberal—as it seems a taboo definition.

writing might surprise us.

a woman gave it her life.

it became her career.

mostly speechless to have read her prose, much is hidden, much is revealed, too much is understood.

 

we doubt others. we adore our spouses. we’re most vulnerable.

 

each tactic releases something. padlocks are rattling. we might have been bonobos, apes, or appearing human-spirits. no big shock. nothing we can’t adjust to. we just miss a link. anything but Christology—anything but metaphysic opus, any hydrant but one of faith.

 

it’s explained, we just miss a link, an evidential binding.

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