Saturday, August 21, 2021

Lord Knows!

 

witness grieving out the ghettoes struck from the bottom—more mud more mudslides they call us grimy.

 

an ovenbird a pain in hell, shrapnel like metal.

 

church chants rolling in Italy never a woman by fire—a gut-wrench designing buildings it was a million ants in his chair.

 

I promise gods, luxuries, plenty of zillion-dollar progeny. I was taken at seconds, I must admit, and converse is tricky.

 

I get too honest, I see havens, heaven torso as bled to death.

 

all I wanted, God, tears dropping, God, some friend for a metaphysical, God.

 

like Oprah, so underground, we just hit Philadelphia; swerving ghettoes, never a woman so deadly, so beautiful, screaming like a maniac.

 

money made it false a cost we explain a Navy man a gut soul too lost to find his coffin. all I wanted, God, I feel chills, God, it hast to become realer, God. to wrestle Devils, to fret Satan, Beelzebub said Lucifer is different. inviting spirits, seated in a living room, catch a case and disappear 40 years.

 

many are silly, addicted to something natural, never a change in her gauge. it’s mostly routine, unless a ghost arises, if loving me, say, “Death.”

 

a slew of boxes, a miracle of souls, like cupid is sprung. never such language, never such disrespect, you never met one of us—and I never met you. all I wanted, God, to live like dying, God, to die like living—Lord Screams so inverted so absent rummaging the churches. too gorgeous, so ugly, I ride through forests galloping on a black stallion. much mire much peril, all I wanted was a bad as demon.

                                                                           find me in choir, aside Angelica, with Bianca sullen so much sex a man might die. to hate some element, much humanity in silence, a death sentenced to living. a madman, Lord Knows! tried so hard the omens, the apparitions, the ghosts are heaving-up Dons.

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