Tuesday, August 17, 2021

Black Issue: Tissue Attraction

 

too many too insidious too much thriving. eating gunpowder, fleeing mirrors, athirst, blasted, hanging on a coma. loved her name adored her anguish so existential, so much condition. more at it, fiending over pigmentation, wanted to arrive, been there so often. coming from islands bleeding guts smashing a mirror. too much bad luck too much pain how in hell to lose mother? more to Love, so small such hips, as years are dishonored. if to enter, if to battle, wrestling trying to destroy flame—to extinguish a fever, so fervent, sometimes a little scary.

 

a new Cadillac a new curl dripping on God. troubled with plight just thinking, with her times might be good. someone to cherish, something to live for, give us life! at University, pleading innocence, too affected to be good. gold flippant too angry or too damn nice. one, and needs, to feel gripped, with a craving to love someone. scared to have children. father failed. needing sanity to arrive early.

 

flesh leaking armor has deteriorated Love has entered.

 

to leave mid night to disappear is fire as taking into a cry. abused to learn, she needed more, with fragments destitute. a feud in a chapter, a channel in a lamp, many watts to defuse aggression. passion as unstable, needing theatrics, if to achieve born identity. a laxed time, a fretted pain, if matrix, mind, and majority wins. rushing you. asking you. with eternity in another.

 

how a backdrop in concrete looking like she invented lovemaking? a plate of sushi a bit of feng shui a heart filled with taekwondo. if to admire power if to need for self, a problem in blackness.

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