Saturday, August 7, 2021

Gnats Like Wine

 

often, times disregard right versus wrong. soft into harshness, unborn hostilities, careful treks and shivers. an estuary flower, sweet submission, receiving nurture. I was upset. I saw a pattern. in part, this is our evidence. most noises are incomplete.

 

I have uncovered schisms—ate draughts—carried dirty baggage. luggage is in me. perception, as expected, is stern. something moves me into unclarity.

 

a ventriloquist is wrestling, an inner fission, many pieces disguised in wood. a comic is angry, debating his mirror, risking rumors and reputation.

 

by far, most try to control chaos, capriciousness, by remaining correct. the world has difficulty with surrendering.

 

I know what love is. I hear it when I sense it. I have not collectivity.

 

most are too comfortable, too inhibited, too confined. we fight it, to great annoyance, yearning for it if it slips.

 

I was infatuated as an adolescent. I was hungry for another. I try to find myself. the person I want to become, as an old one I was, I need that space again. it stands in shadows, aside an umbrella, theologically uncertain. rules to live by. customs to adhere to. once finished, a person is a robot—made unfeeling, too sensitive, wreaking havoc on freedoms. if uncuffed, made free, what comes first?

 

next to a bug, near a twig, an ant is watching leaves.

 

somewhat unattached, somewhat indebted, we examine debris. three parts as given to times we give us deduction. we pride a priori existence (before experience)—as mystics assert a posteriori existence (based in experience)—neither are entirely absolute. we might ask about intuition, to intuit prior to having knowledge as fact, indeed, examining those correlating variables—how did one predict X? we say prior to experience is viable, offers a living proposition, by addition, we say experience is limited to reasoning faculties, that are with error. nevertheless, as critical thinkers, we see both as possibilities. many were hardcore, they asserted mathematics as knowledge, experience as paramount, other avenues as nonsensical. which lends itself to a claim: religion for contemporaries is first prior to experience, then is strengthened by experience—thus, Bless are those that have believed without seeing. one might argue that all knowledge, methods of knowledge apply, despite, epistemological arguments.

 

I end here: Does a full on skeptic fall in love?      

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