Monday, May 31, 2021

Much A Flood Fretting Voiceless

 

sundry problems while calm overheated by misprints. those convenient assessments those black eyes inside social blackdamp. use of beating hearts a field of cabbage or flatness seeming settled in. the borderline those pipe houses as one falling into a firehouse – the days are for soldiers these stripes are meant for survivors while a soul was just abandoned – a little soul a maimed soul a soul trying hard to believe in ideals – the gravity of webs so much a dying drum while beating nonetheless; wilder vines into aching signs as one a dozen would try to harm. those eyedrops as filled with misery so shocked – we communicate through melancholy: an itchy blade a grain of sand or sea music. we must break freedom, there must exist goodness, we must locate our missing sentimentality. so uncultured so much a missing identity if but to taste a hint of this land – as a frontier or a pioneer on lines meant for casualties. to see bodies to cry wilderness to eat a jaguar. too convinced those scars where we believe worlds are wicked; a bashful identity a screaming malaise at cages in grief affronted by miseries – those yelling clouds those small havens while hell is a pack of vicious hounds.

warrior orientation, for this is life, a travesty on repeat. oaken graves or promised worms where bugs crawl through eye sockets. aside a matchbook next to a lit cigarette sits a cockroach. its tentacles are wiggling. it’s waiting to feel a vibration. we were told they cause asthma. a ghetto farm, over a broken horse, we must put down existence. so fair at our best, begging for clarity, given a gift no one is accepting. each to their thoughts. for much isn’t destined anymore. so cramped in this coffin. to please our minds to appease our adversaries much a combination.    

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