Wednesday, May 12, 2021

We Indict Happiness

 

happiness is internal. happy souls breed happiness. so, what makes us happy?

equal yokes or sincerity or honesty—it hurts. willing to believe if credentials align if receiving is high.

if I meet you, as digging into vastness, how do we narrow our ambition? like a mind examining its rules or heaven letting loose or not dying on cue.

at some point we know our potential. as individualized souls. while another might respell a rumor.

ears are eager. if to hear, not just lies, but good people giving good flattery. so, what makes us happy?

maybe a decent soul, a remarkable soul, a do for die only for me soul—or an open to flaws soul.

is society isolated, are we crowded alone, what defines humanity? loaded questions or circular reasoning, we first learn we know so little. where is happiness? is it next to anguish? can we manage happiness?

in such a sense where we protect happiness, if designed to be happy.

I indicted happiness. I think she was mis-defined. I think happiness is a clear conscience. most would agree, if and only if, happiness was more permanent. (I ‘m good, but not that extreme.)

I don’t need concrete happiness, just her location, where I return to know her feeling.

so, what is happiness?

some intrinsic or inherent or mental component; some arc made reachable if dwelling inwardly; a compass a gift a gulf.

happiness is sensitive, easily agitated and susceptible to uneasiness. a person was happy. some game they played. happiness became sad. over transparency or raffled or temporarily—most were happy.

we accept most things are impermanent. our promise is evaporation. so, what is happiness?

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