Saturday, May 8, 2021

Freedom As Commodity

 

something to dying with gristle bleeding through bone. by flight of demons by courage to survive so re-pictured out of alignment.

I thought it passed by those deeper subliminal caves at angst for reasons I comprehend.

I face insane bias it seems ordained where we lock arms at the front line. so much rust on differences such dusty groundwork a soul sweating his legacy into rooms unbuilt.

by stamina to awaken by course to flee at memories too spliced to surge—a little lower at a den serving wine to a rattler—such fierce passion as laughing during orgasm such science in our horizon. too much fidelity in a land where we sit feeling we must evolve—the cake too much cream those enchiladas too much cheese, or a car too much oil. no one fathoms no one get’s the tank, but giving like dying to receive a little tyranny.

maybe Audrey Hepburn or Cicely Tyson, maybe a mazelike curse; fraught in pity, unbound in art, such thoughts to ask the wrong question. a bled man a future chained man at terrible freedoms.

            I saw colors in pitch black the dynasty is leaking. I heard how they act I was shocked I learned to remain faceless. a mean soul in a mean land where meanness is acceptable. so far into those courtyards such tension about flying such courage to confront—a life as an outsider a world fleeing its reality such rational superstition.

            I took a sickle to a feeling I chanced seeing myself I was quite taken by changes. such chastity because we wanted it, such disaster in emotion, while truth would partway destroy us. so barefaced so insidious while I laugh at my dreams. a place for execution a space in bowels such an unsung devastation. to call for treasures to relive destiny so close it never happens.   

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