Saturday, May 1, 2021

Brentwood Necklace

 

I made more mirrors more mistakes more menacing clout. to deny you if but for sanity upon a butt naked couch. aches are vocal such ruthless cramps with intestines felt rawness. a mile from Vegas such a broken radio while someone found you. the innocence we assume such naïve/lonely creatures. it was fiddling fire framed in havoc such healing while it never escapes—at a planet inside such listening to feel guided to a mind war. seduced by succor but it seemed genuine such a long ride to Cali. so ashamed but happy so naïve but normal with havens spewing venom. as a curious captive or making best of deaths while one never seemed so proud. no release no remorse it becomes easier. I wonder, often wonder, if one reached, gripped, done hell to a person. our age is different, so many at passion, no one quite knows whomsoever it is; thus, such privilege so privy to piracy, so unconcerned about others or such feelings along a roadside where darkness seems incredible. I made those mistakes like a damn fool an afterthought is much fury. coming across you like in every cubicle so wild how you change faces. or hearing you in another’s chime such fierce fireflies—those baffled emotions those crucial seconds, just to see one doesn’t favor you.

where was I at, upon a quest, everyone knew it looked like sickened skies? a person turns bankrupt, holding a spatula, looking at her mystery. a person deceives self – trying some angle or playing a game of charades. to wonder why a soul flies like diving coming out of retirement. but I made issue of a particular dice where it became evident. such moving management or morose happiness, while sinking she would smile.  

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