Saturday, May 29, 2021

No Sense of Releveling

 

the rules change according to tendency which alarms me. if I will an action, I will it for others, otherwise, it seems unsteady. many mind-shots, I do confess, a vat of antiquity. a bit charmed to meet you, you stand out, like a kitten in a daughter’s arms.

 

we seek happiness, but we cloud what it defines, while any joy seems payment for our souls.

 

I was thinking. I begin rethinking. I got lost in thinking. a woman appeared as a breeze her intangible essence, it was so close. we chatted in spirit. I felt like a sober k-9, wagging his tail, but aloof from human emotion.

 

sails are up those feelings linger but reality causes intervention. I imagine you see glee or beauty captured by a baby’s gaze.

 

a train crashed. it was invisible. but casualties swam to surface. a man was pinned even screaming more anguish for a widow. she watched her existence terrorized her beauty crumbling her hope raked over coals.

 

I try to stay on course but life is scrambling through gusts where particles are blinding me.

 

like rescue so emphatic or flashes of good times where a man is riding his carnival. I would love on a manic spell or a curse with blessings. to wrap minds around it, it takes contradiction, something we seldom believe in.

 

signals make us breathe, anxiety makes us shutter, as miracles make us switch our minds. I was unleveled at some strange point where another was frightened. I rethought my position I was silence in angst I was smitten—it could not breathe.

 

to a soul so low it unbolts – those seams in deliverance – our job is more faith … we must feel others in their capacity.   

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