Wednesday, May 12, 2021

The Amore We …

 

love is mischief or chaos or parttime glory. to have existed in you every whim made luxury every mood-swing an indulgence. as a soul might fly a spirit might fall such determining excitement. I was with need, as for existence, sheer uncertainty gave me life. by panic of dice by nature of chess, I find control gives false comfort. how have we loved, from Greece to California, from Europe to Lebanon. so much a parable or lie or essence without boundaries; that feeling in having nakedness with arms shoving with all bars collapsing. but a dying happiness but a radiant market patient with mosquitos. a cheetah in winds a leopard those spots a panther with red eyes. to have adored like a man sinning while determinants spoke to debris. too much a million women, too much a dream, in spite of Rome, we die loving our destruction. so dreaded in time so unique in cries while so far so close running to die at home. some comfort but a night, such parts aching, while so enlove with a furnace. or candles flicker. a bishop lit candles. confession is subtle into mathematics.

loving some person or that person in magic balls in sword’s reflection a caged submission on some mansion; fire with helium such floating in time with locks vetting our sincerity. a solemn decision, if but it never escaped, where I look at Love with Helen in arts. such flame in chainsaws such links to New Orleans, as criminals at affairs. a mind with execution a high rope with a head where we know a crossed territory. but essence plus bodily plus face politeness. a sight for passion a night for screaming such words uttered in frustration. thus, a deadly addiction to need like pathetic, to ask or die.   

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