Thursday, May 20, 2021

Neither Good or Bad

 

utilities or instruments or works and feelings screaming through expression; art as a lonely man or groping at walls, like a holy woman. I was enthralled at one point, but a lady showed in absence those moons coming to earth. pews filled with believers, if but they understood, I fathom Moses had much to tussle with. to know upon a dandelion as something accessible while screaming total dominance: ours is more powerful; ours created yours; or ours will decimate your land and crops or mines and diamonds inside guts and coals. too much brushwork. so cold as an instinct. nevermore as innocent as it was intended. medical scholars seated nearby such belief as it flames.

listless upon a ringing bell church is in session a seven-year-old was baptized. Angie was elated. she burst into tongues. an elder wailed, “Look at that Satan. Look at God’s Power. That girl got the Ghost in her.”

social brushwork. it seems dangerous. as trying to hold an ocean in its closet, or carrying a beach to an island.

an elephant with a hyena’s face—or a coyote with a human’s body, or a grackle screaming in sheer agony. too much to decipher, or meant without intention, or a woman we learn to feel correctly. woven into me like grass in earth or bark to its root, those branches graphed in the bark as prime inheritance while branches grow madly with arrogance. we have yet to understand it. our glasslike minds try to contain it. there’s something to feeling expendable.

but church is going fire is in preachers most persons are standing, shouting, and looking for shelter.

what if we knew—in totality—would it increase its value or decrease it? Are we losing?  

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