Monday, May 24, 2021

Asthmatic Blues

 

long hours whetstone or waterstone but heavy against an oiled wall. no chance to improve no one to praise us such internal motivation. Inner City Blues, manicured problems, so facial, so impolite, we know something is wrong. hang-ups and letdowns and bad breaks; taxes on mediocrity or feelings in ditches while neighbors knew before it happened. so much color such digitized responses such prejudgment—our dispositions our calories our bacon with rice pudding. a bit left a bit gray while Al Green mourns Grits. how have we judged each other? how have we forsook each other? but it seems we adjust well.     a problem with breathing or an issue with dying while trying to fit in-between. a bag of laundry a ceiling with binoculars while many spreads the walls with peanut butter.     it can’t be living, such shady finances, bills to roofs and above to skies. a toothache might cost much, bloodwork is more, while gas in now close to five-dollars a gallon. but heyday or haystack a needle too small to cause such distress. a smokestack a firehouse a farm inside-out; a fever a gut a miracle according to St. John. too much to slowdown or too little to pull a job, or known prior to arriving. can’t blame us for needing – even more than companionship – albeit, a person is a wonderful garden. a xyst path a set of watching trees or sparrows listening to the unsaid. it couldn’t be living it couldn’t be that way, while we praise total invisibility. or sudden into atmosphere a person steeped in study as it professes its presence – such facts on abstracts on photoshop on the preacher’s radio. aside a pew near a backrow a few bibles dance in private – a girl knows haven or hysteria, or gate hounds – as living in shadows or studied for more while intelligence is watched keenly. such sweet blues arhythmic music or asthmatic jazz.     

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