Tuesday, July 14, 2020

Yo-Yoing Humans


it seems different for us or such projection while many argue identically. the hassle or hurdle or havoc of power. why do we crave more or love dearly in a land so volatile? calibers trapped me. I was subjected to a paradigm. where I didn’t quite measure. I dug in as something wild-like to spend time impressing something imaginary; or something in me something striving where sentences became crispy. but over a distance, far into mind-woods, deeper into a crevice, a soul was merciful. (it would die in time or arise as agents where most tussle those grim-reapers. such doorkeepers or pagan matches while it’s said we’d worship quite anything. it belongs to studies while most sound redundant where too many clichés have become our existence. but most are clear, with rites to enact, while eager to unscrew stigmatisms.) it remains a game. where we see it, but we act like it’s normal. (I feel unfiltered as such a theologian, where it seems lonely while painful.) most create a life. it’s here where realities are formed. where contradiction is too aggressive. (it’s here we live, die, or find fault with life; for self is normal, a resounding board, where other realities are abnormal. it seems simple, but we search for something ecumenical, while individualized-static-perfections prevent such accomplishment.) as of late, life has been much rumination, in its negative application. with a want to curse, scream, or plainly point out why an argument isn’t a willow. mother warned me of this. she spoke strongly: “It’s not right to make a person feel alienated/small.” indeed. we chance our angels or we swim in skies or we jetpack into some strange atmosphere. where birds are talkative or psychiatrists are sketching or professors are at elocution; palming ladybugs or listening closely, for butterflies are complaining: they offer such beauty, in a depraved world, while it seems to work for but a time. (we say: it was me or it was you or it was us. some pains are scars, they ruin goodness, where one doesn’t yo-yo as quickly.)   

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