Wednesday, July 29, 2020

Prominent Characteristics

it begins with oddities, some obscure behavior, often dressed by verbal violence. it has strange ideas. it loses universal scruples. it often feels ambivalent.     the child is vigil, something first innocent becomes hypervigilant. the mind is unstitched. abnormalities become normalities. but we need to feel normal, we need emotional stimulation, by which, we grow apologetic.     experience over books. or experience adorned by books. or specifically, a book by consensus.     it becomes irritated, or attitudinal, or desolately low fighting moods. it’s under rugs or alive with verve or it’s a lover flying into measurements. by frame it’s analyzed by gut it’s manipulative while requiring high levels of feelings—those necessary by intuition as to become servants or reap certain negative reinforcers.     it will train for benefit those souls susceptible where it’s quite well versed: to maneuver by instinct, to fret pulling skies, or an outburst knitted to conquer doubt. so laxed at nothing so versatile according to needs while conviction centers on self.     maybe you love her while she can’t realize love as accustomed to being mistreated—for pain or travesties have trained behavior.     so pained in there. such dependent realism. while I have learned improper reasoning is endorsed by friends.     one is a genius some abstract appetite where another is pure street-phantom. but something becomes itself. in such as we witness indicative patterns. where most intellectuals hate this assertion.     it classifies one pot as representing all pots but we see some pots take on different shapes. we see that some are experts gliding upon wings while others are aside a sewer with a pint of scotch.     so, to classify one with others, is to a great degree, an unjust undertaking.     we instead pair behaviors or ranks or education or strength or intention; for training accounts for measures, or orientation speaks to motive, or better, raised in it, surviving it, or being of a certain disposition, these account for our social colleges.     so discolored so demanding while often disappointed.     or we understand classes. we pair them together. while class interaction, proves catastrophic. but how to ensure affectation or alignment if but to prevent a person from having an outburst; for personalities reach across cities, where one might not be equipped, he might become overwhelmed—while some might enjoy his caprice.     kids watch or laugh or are oriented until it becomes painful. so, many harbor guilt, they see evidence, they decline to engage trauma. but one knew it, where she died horribly, he was left with years that become personality. a slight indifference while fire churns, or a calmness with bells, or a strength hindering new links; to assess by instinct, to imagine humanity, or better, to want goodness while badness has become prominent.  

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