Wednesday, July 15, 2020

Most Humans Have Groveled


it rains fierceness or pluvial forces at ranges so lost so disgusted at inner fights. the flood, Jesus, those lovers, Jesus, shall I die, Jesus? a man to jurisdiction a jury to the man while we argue if All Lives Matter? such gumball pains such matches that strike or fury to bones. by freedom to be a rebel to have wars to struggle for; blood blue winters, august winters, or austere eyes. so devastated so much for cries as to hate by gender fires. I loved I thought, it was rage I sung, I walked feeling a bit smug. to achieve with deaths to ream in color while we distress self—the gut battle, the knee battle while groveling might feel good. so suffused where it seems pertinent a daughter those rules where a father might get nervous. but hell to this exodus or more to genesis while something frets its nemesis: those purple fevers such beautiful psychoses while a fool hates self—at caves or attics where another woman is silent vibration. I sense power or something precise, we pump our brains up with false destinies. so cold, Granny, so devious, Father, while deaths have been incredible anguish. our uppity ways, our dear eureka, while it feels realer for uninvested—those aches such fragrant dismissal or having four secrets that control the entire dissertation.
life is simple. it’s so easy. while most are paying close attention. to ride our Harley’s to grind our gears where total love doesn’t discriminate. it’s an egalitarian ideal. it’s hard as hell. —for we can’t escape ourselves! those inclinations those habits while sweet sounding words seem to move us! so fascinating, so raw, where some people can’t, necessarily, be outmaneuvered. but I pride strength, your wits your determination—while many don’t see the excruciating element purged by smiles. such fair chemistry where it might take years while a man gives it one royal gust!     

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