Monday, July 20, 2020

Paradox By Feelings & Behaviors: (We Desire The Feelings!)


by dramatic seams or dungeons to have needs for surrendering. by ages as to evolve while it took its centuries. I would those gazanias by such an ache where forests bled bones they arrived! such tomb-wilderness seated amidst tigers where wood was set to flames; the courage of a man those angels in a woman where one is forced to live a capella.     iron so filthy or red virgin soil as addicted to hating some people; where a soul is crossed, for it must be gentle, where persons are horrible—those skis those sleds if but to have Big Bear fun—the moon laughing or sun paranoid while it shines more; a cave in me a diamond in you while buried in time—such susurrus battles such graveyard agony while carried into a drastic instrumental.     a table filled by herbs a couch bleeding secrets while a fate heaves in his perishables; to need to excavate or determine suitability where one is too foul to ignore. our casual habits our susceptible waves or such acceptance if but to feel loved. astral pictorials or astronaut acrobatics while Love was so damn irresistible. such a trite statement but days were into us while stars chastised our emeralds. if but to adore more or to cure anxiety where a real mind speaks to its disqualifications: if ever to be loved, as something so vestal (pure) or viral in perception where dying in you is beautiful; our non-mistaken voyage as incredible/outstanding humans with much invested in articulation; such vapid delight such empty forgiveness as mirrored thespians. or sagelike suffering where one knows with conviction as a design is meant by existence.
our craving witnesses our drastic tragedies so annoyed with those opposite realities; as deserving souls with much more to give or much joy inside. if but to deny our alienation while so astute for academia where a soul is sudden into its paradox.     

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