Thursday, July 9, 2020

The Crows Are Wiser


the bulletin spoke about a daughter. such courage to give space. while loving you is too easy. such bold drama such filtered chests to wonder about a stepfather: by angst by fever by doctor! so much concerning bourgeois or such a showdown to bleed like therapists. at a podium or so frontline while negotiating interior wealth. a mother worried a father worried a granny worried! our ad hoc committees, so steady a curse, while skin is so bright color seems impossible. a red vine, a jug of roots, so much to Morrison such hibiscus ink. at a doorjamb, a footprint, while a dog was mean to mother. so I leave it alone. I accept punishment. it feels quite beautiful. indeed. they wonder, a pertinent inquiry, how has pain become so essential? the bulletin spoke. the campus woke up. while Panthers led us to Black Lives Matter. Elaine on Thorazine damn-near drugged out where pain is such skin-tensed—to die Jesus to claim an epithet while nonetheless a member of have-nots! but yours is confusing or yours is anger while tyrants, or monsters, or managers are furious bold bleeding maniacs! such an image while Love states it’s beauty a soul frets deeper ugliness: so representational such regulation over a surplus of beer. by weight loss or mind contusions feeding on a diet of empty hauntings.    
the casket looked terrific the lowness smelled like begonias but weather was cringing: as to choke fire or to strangle winds if but to auburn the autumn misery: such a storyboard, such evening moods or music or measurements. to love a woman to have eternity while no one has ever offered us closure. the lava-lake those social currents or genetic forests; as growing sensations or milk for breakfast while angry as a lunatic. to shift with dynasty so sweet a human while fiddling a monocle. the typing rage the furious flame as leaping into a wilderness of blank faces. winning is lonely. losing aches. so, we learn to just win!        

I’d Save The Reader Years

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