Tuesday, July 14, 2020

What Is Intimacy?


so tender its anguish or born of sand an early day or therapeutic wisdom. a soul with a vacancy a child with decisions or a soul sawing a violin. (one might hate you come dear profanity while clearance becomes void; at backwaters wrestling crocodiles if but a taste of clearance.) we weren’t forthright for we weren’t intimate (links) where a child was in motion. indeed. what is intimacy? how
                                    does it look; for we seem to call most relations intimacy. it’s honest, or maybe not, while we piccolo our demarcations. we, however, believe in this, it chances more intimacy, where we are uncertain about a static, thus, immutable definition for intimacy. it’s physical or unphysical. it’s rectitude or manipulative. it might also be but one-sided. where a person is opened, another is closed, where such might impose upon each other. while, nonetheless, we haven’t become intimate
                                    as close relatives where it might become concerned by hearts. (by sweet sorrow those expressions where it might have swarmed: by dear resilience or utter mandate such cirrus clouds as maimed at emotion or such needing perfection where deviation is pure rejection.) this is but a thought where reality is part religious while it’s part secular. but what is intimacy—if not impassioned legacies or dynasties in letter or a family operating in communion. or, but furthermore, intimacy is a filled
                                    thought—such as possessing properties, expressed by movements, where interior antiques speak about needs or promises or even a felt pang as we sense an uneasy response; hence, such moving fire, in such reality, while something isn’t calibrated: those fumes for sensitivities, or those auras for sensitivities, while behavior is mandated where sensories are haywire. such dear concern, while we know for certain, expression is not above critique. but what is intimacy, especially, in an environment needing deprivation?
       
intimacy is an oasis a planet with rules where even they call it by violent intimacy. there is alienated intimacy, or master/slave intimacy, or addict intimacies. where art is human, while we look at resistant intimacy, even hatred comes by intimacy. where one has emotion, one has intimacy, while we're not tackling those very vague things we here intuit. but mother was a locomotive, as I hope times have settled, where thinking clearly, or needing excellence, becomes too vital to efface.

is an inanimate person normal? such an oxymoron, or a koan, or quite silly.

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