Sunday, July 19, 2020

Pain By Aloneness

"who can depart from his pain and his aloneness without regret?"
Kahlil Gibran

so much the rain such droplets by horrific honesty. she might flame in silence to have misty shadows unto an arrogant man: such inly whirls or cirrus dynasties while we deteriorate.     to palm iris or lunarias or sit low near nemesias. if sullen we smile, if happy we get aloof, if but to hold destiny so rare; by partial sunlight or umbra habits while so attracted it happens as day-fire.     I never departed where anguish is treasured while I walk with rain; so, regrets are otherness, other creatures, by which I mustn’t submit. those virescent eyes those flimsy vestures so troublous by pure travail; to have such toil or unveiled wrestling with those vigils as watched, dissected, soon abandoned. if so many attached we palm forgiveness insomuch as we deserve our habits.     by blue vestals so plush or polished or more of what we admire or adhere to; such incredible dying for penance was in vogue or ebony was cherished discreetly. to grapple with ink or believe by mystery where so much was exploited. but a man to his cave is a discredited soul for one must distribute privacies those as languishing such an unround-sea as eyes bent the feared horizon. by awesome cadence to have become a beacon while anti-prestige. by aloneness to sense core-self where as such to speak clearly: such penalty, such magic, while arcane hell hurts its guts.     

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